I had one of the best, most intelligent, well thought out talks in my life tonight. It was simply surreal to be able to sit down with someone, and talk about everything, without the before-thought that it may sound mean, or harsh, or fake, etc. Just true feelings and emotions and honesty. And it made me realize, there's more to my life than what I sometimes perceive to be. I feel as though lately, my life is a huge blur... but not in the "everything is moving too fast" sort of way.

My life is confusing, to say the least. Like i've written before, school/work/spain/poker.. it's confusing. And tonight really set a few things "right"... and if you are reading this, thank you...